Balloons will fly prt.6

Chapter 6:

Kevin (POV)

I just got done ordering pizza for me, Eli and his friend. I was wanting to meet his friend because I'm surprised he has friends. He's always worrying about me.

Eli: hoons here Kevin!

He yelled from the from door.

Kevin: I'll be there Ina second! Hay I'm Kevin

I said as we both shook hands.

Hoon: hi I'm hoon.
Eli: come on in. What do you wanna do.
Kevin: sorry I have nothing else to do today. But I'll be back I'm going to the restroom.

And I left not knowing that I was being talked about while I was in the bathroom.

Eli (POV)

Hoon: that is not Kevin
Eli: thats Is Kevin, I told you he was like a girl.
Hoon: wow, no wonder your always talking about. Kevin this, Kevin that. I would be talking about him all day, he looks like a girl!

He said under his breath

Eli: yea. He told me through middle school he was bullied for looking like a girl.
Hoon: I believe it. I mean... Really Eli.

Kevin (POV)

I had just came out of the bathroom and i was walking around the corner back to the living room. And then I heard Eli and Hoon talking about something.

Hoon: wow no wonder your always talking about him. Kevin this, Kevin that. I would be talking about him all day, he looks like a girl!

He said under his breath but loud enough for me to hear. I started to tear up because I hated when people thought I looked like a girl. I didn't like to hear people say I'm feminine or girly, it just brought up bad memories from my childhood. My childhood was probably the worst times of my life.

I stormed from around the corner crying, but drying my eyes to my room across the living room Eli and Hoon were in. They saw me crying me crying.

Eli: Kevin wait!

By then my room door was closed and locked. And I slid my back down the door crying. The truth is, I thought Eli stopped thinking I looked like I was a girl the first few months I was here in his house. Before that he basically thought he was living with a girl in a boys body. I thought he forgotten all about me looking like a girl and that.. He would never mention it again. He promised.I ask him not to tell anyone and he does. He was the only person i trusted...
"NO MORE!" I said to Eli who was still outside my room door.
I plopped onto my bed and cried myself to sleep.

"I hate my life!" I whispered to myself

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Balloons will fly prt.5

Chapter 5:

Kevin (POV)

I just got home and right when I walked in the door I hung up the phone smileing from the conversation me and Reilly were having. I turned on the lights to see Eli on the couch waiting for me.
Eli: hay
Kevin: "hay"
I said wiping the smile off my face.

Eli: where were you? And why we're you looking so happy.
Kevin: um, I kinda met someone. At the park. And we were talking. a lot.
Eli: what? The Kevin who says 'friends come to fool and trick you' made a friend?
Kevin: Eli just stop, I'm not in the mood.
Eli: why. Can't you just hang out and watch TV.
Kevin: maybe later. But it's already late and I have work tomorrow. By the way, who's your friend that your always with.
Eli: oh. You don't wanna meet him.
Kevin: yes I do. Can I please meet your friend.
Eli: why are you so interested in being social all of a sudden. You don't like to be bothered! You don't like people! Was the person you met a girl?
Kevin: "um, yea. Her name is Rielly."
I said with a weak smile on my face while rubbing my one shoulder.

Eli: oh come on! She effected you! Now that you met her you now relize that people like her are 'ok' to hang around. Well I don't like that Kevin, I like the Kevin who had one friend witch was me. I could even say I'm a little jealous.

I wanted to say something back but then I relized he was right. She had a specific style that I liked. That you could see if you didn't know her. And those WERE the kinda people that I thought was 'ok'.

Eli: you know what. Whatever you can meet Hoon tomorrow afternoon before you go to work. Now get some rest.

I went to my room and went straight to sleep, in my clothes i wore all day and all.

Balloons will fly prt.4

Chapter 4:

Kevin (POV)

On the phone

Kevin: hay
Eli: hay
Kevin:where are you
Eli: at a friends place
Kevin: why. You rarely hang with your friends anymore, your so concerned about me.
Eli: I can't tell you why. It's a surprise.
Kevin: Eli what kinda prank are you trying to pull on me.
Eli: nothing Kevin. I'm just hanging with a friend.
Kevin: ok well I'm gonna go hey something to eat, and find out what we can do about getting a place to stay.
Eli: ok. Saranghayo!
Kevin: yea yea

I hung up/

Uh, I got something to eat for me and Eli but I still couldn't find anything out about us losing our apartment. I was just walking in the park, not realizing Eli was home by now. And probably starving. I sat down where I sat last time I came here witch wasn't too long ago. I was sitting there sitting there swinging my legs back and forth while eating my portion of the food I bought.

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Riley (POV)

I was so bored, like always of course. I've been wanting to go to park, since the last time I was there. I'm walking on trail-way to the park, and I hear rustling of a paper bag. I had no idea what it was. I walked to the acctual playground to see a guy on the castle.eating.

Riley: hello.

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Kevin (POV)

Riley: hello.

Who was this person and why was she talking to me. Oh wait, this was the girl from that i saw on the blog. And the girl i saw here the other day. But I specifically don't like people talking or interfering with me.
But it would be rude to not say hello back.

Kevin: um... Hi
Riley: I remember seeing you here the other day, so I thought I'd say hi.
Kevin: oh, well... Hi. I remember seeing you too, but I'm sorry for not noticing you, and saying a proper sorry for bumping into you.
Riley: oh it's ok. We all do that once in a while. Can I sit with you.

What the heck was I supposed to say! I don't like people!

Kevin: yea

What the heck was I saying!

Riley: thanks
Kevin: "um. Well. I've seen you online"
I said nervously.
Riley: oh really. Do you like it?
Kevin: yea, it's really cool. I wish I could do something like that.
Riley: oh you can it's super easy. All you have to do is...

Then she went on and on about blogging. And I was kinda interested in everything she said. Then we actually led into a real conversation. But we stayed there for three hours. But since we were there so long i gave here Eli's food. She even gave me her number so I could call her. But I didn't want to use it. It would just be wierd and I dont even really want friends. But I just wanna know who Eli was with. He seemed like he was ok but i still cared He was my roommate, I needed to care.
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Balloons will fly prt.4

Chapter 4:I cant believe I just sent that.

Kevin (POV)

Today I woke up bitter. I was amazed at how much a guy like me could cry. It was almost like my life wasn't even in the world, I felt like an outcast, a fail, a rebellious fail in life. I went in the living room too see Eli awake and watching TV.

Eli: hay, Binnie
Kevin: hay Eli. Can I talk to you?

What was I saying? Since when had I ever told Eli about something like this? But I needed help

Eli: what is it, Binnie.
Kevin: um... I... Umm...
Eli: Kevin. I know your upset but don't worry. I'm here to take care of you....
I will always take care of you.

He said as he hugged me tightly. He hugged my for such a long time I was eventually wrapped in his arms on the couch, still crying.

Eli: Kevin please stop crying.
Kevin: ok. Thank you for comforting me. I really enjoyed it... But just a little.
Eli: Binnie.
Kevin:yea
Eli:please just admit that you like me comforting you. Don't fight it.

We then watched TV in silence. For I don't know how long. I really hope I wasn't going to fall for Eli. He is a boy!
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I was in my room on my computer with Eli on his phone in the chair across my bed. I don't know why he thinks I can't go in my room by myself because of what happened this morning.
I was on that blog again. For some reason I was really interested in that Riely chick. I don't know why, maybe because I have seen her before, and she's famous, so its kinda like I saw a famous person I guess. I checked my Email.
I got an email? Who would be Emailing me.
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Riely (POV)

I can't believe I just sent that. I never did anything like this. Not to a reader.
This guy, he sent a really good comment, about sending a letter of in the sky with a balloon. It's very original and cool, but won't the balloon pop with the letter. Well I guess the idea was just to set it off with your feelings. I sent him an Email. It said
' hi. Thank you for the comment. I really enjoyed reading it. Your idea was really interesting. The 'sending the balloon in the sky' thing. I'm going to have to try it. You will be notified when I do. Bye :)'

Wow. Should I have sent that. Yea, I think it was a good idea.
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Kevin (POV)

Wow. Was my comment that good. I've been doing it since I was 9. Well I really should reply back, but that makes me sound like I'm some kinda computer obsessed person who checks their Email. Oh my gosh, what was I saying, I'm replying back.my email said

' hi. Thank you for replying. It wasn't that great of an Idea. I have doing that ever since I was 9. But thank you. Bye.'

Wow I can't believe I just sent that.

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kevin woo "forget our memories" This cant go on. Its for the best of us. I cant seem to stop the tears rolling down and forcing on a smile. Dont wanna show my tears, I would be so less of a man. i couldnt even do the one thing,how foolish can i be~ Plese forget our memorise Baby please forget out memories Just leave ,and dont ever come back to me you dont deserve a guy like me Dont look back just turn away, baby dont look back just turn away I know~ I'll regret it. but i just want whats best for you and me I will be fine. I always will be fine. I'll do anything to make you happy Its what I desire. but this is hard for me. I can not even find the words. To say to you what is on my mind. how foolish can i be~ please forget our memoriesBaby please forget our memoriesJust leave,and dont ever come back to meYou dont deserve a guy like meDont look back just turn awayBaby dont look back just turn awayI know, I'll regret it. But I just want whats best for you and me.Though I gave her up in my lifeShe will live deep in my heart.This did not go according to the plan,oh yea~Made my decision I'm letting go.But I can't seem to know why I keep holding on to her. Whoah~Please forget our memoriesBaby,please forget our memoriesJust leave and don't ever come back to me.You don't deserve a guy like meDon't look back just urn awayBaby,don't look back just urn awayI know, I'll regret it but I just want what's best for you and meWhoah~I just want what's best for, you and me.

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